In that time, Before you wake up Between being asleep and being awake In those moments, Of trying to resolve what is from what isn't You see the events like a screen play Playing inside your eyes whose lids are still shut You see the thoughts rolling like words On a scroll unlocked The thoughts … Continue reading Moment of Clarity
God is something else. There are over 7billion people on Earth, but it bothered him so much that two of of these would have similar Journeys in Life, He designed for each one a unique path. This doesn't seem like a problem, until you're Twenty-something and stuck, not knowing when the 'Ultimate plan' will kick start … Continue reading Destinies and Destinations.
You feel your hands shaking, heart racing, eyes twitching, head spinning. You just want to quit because you're thinking, I've messed things up, again. Wait, honey! Just breathe. Say this to yourself, I got this I can do this I can fix this Say it over and over again till your hands steady, your heart … Continue reading “You got this”
It is only a feeling One I resist with everything I've got I don't hold my life dear in the face of it .................... It is a Satanic Demon I don't reason with it for a second I eradicate it by doing the exact thing it scares me from. ................. It feeds off thoughts I kick … Continue reading Fear
If we wait a little while Everything will make sense If we wait a little while The clouds will clear If we wait a little while The song will come If we wait a little while Morning will dawn. ~
I need to be shielded, sheltered, covered. I feel exposed, i'm out here waiting for someone to clothe me. Weak. Broken. Jesus? I'm not sure he'd come again to clothe me or lift me, it seems he already did. He expects me to get up and go to shelter. I'm sure he's given me the … Continue reading Strong through weakness
Lord, I want to understand death. I want to know everything about life. I know you've given me knowledge and understanding, and you're speaking to me right now. Help me move past my pain, give me strength to suppress my pain and listen to your voice in these moments of difficulty. I am your child, … Continue reading O Death,
Don't tell me, what I can or can not do You have no idea, what i'm capable of You cannot imagine, what I can make happen You, You, You have pushed me to the wall, You have shoved your answers in my face You have said NO a thousand times And I haven't fought you … Continue reading Don’t tell me….
When we're pursuing a goal or a dream, fighting to achieve something, maybe simply just working hard in life. When do we stop to take a break? Is it when things go wrong, or when we're afraid of things going wrong or is it when we don't have anything else left to do because our … Continue reading Can we fail healthily?
Or its now just a leap prompted by libido? Do first kisses still hold any meaning Or it's just shared with the first one that matches your guts? I remember when kissing was a seal of true love Oh do I? Or my fantasies created that From the gazillion love stories i've picked up in … Continue reading Does a kiss still mean something?