My life so doesn’t have to be perfect; I don’t have to have it my way- don’t have to fulfil my dreams, don’t have to know what’s in tomorrow.
I don’t have to be excellent by all means, it’s okay to be a failure: I don’t have to have a career and be heading in the right direction. Being a mess doesn’t mean something.
What matters is i’m in sync with Christ’s Dreams: I praise Him everyday, I thank Him, I serve Him, I try to study His Word all the time.
I grapple with Faith -at least i’m sticking with it- I try to please HIM everyday.
What matters is i’m chasing after His dream and living HIS Life.
My validation should come from looking at the sun -feeling it’s warmth over my face- not from trying (still!) to be somebody/something I see in my mind’s eyes.
All my mistakes- no matter how many- they don’t add up to something. They’re irrelevant.
What matters is i’m failing forward in my Faith.
I’m happy to struggle with my Faith. (At least I have Faith.)